|Tuesday, November 21st, 2006|
Hey all! I am hosting a party at my place this Friday, November 24th. There will be turkey sandwiches for all at around 7:00. I am working on the invitations but I thought I would let everyone know so that it isn't too big of a surprise when I show up at your door with an evil plan. See you all soon. I am assuming that I will be able to reach most of you in real time and space with the details (like where I live). It is probably not the best idea to post all info on the internet. Current Mood: excited
|Monday, January 9th, 2006|
|who'd have guessed
What Is Your Daemon?
DOG - Your daemon may be a dog if you are loyal and caring, and like to know what is expected of you. You probably are very family oriented, and have a small group of friends that you are very close to, rather than a large group of acquaintances. You dislike confrontation, but you will stand up and fight for the people and issues that you really care about. You may prefer someone else to take the lead in a situation, although you would rather take the lead yourself than have the situation fall apart. You probably enjoy routine and order, but that doesn't mean you don't like to have fun. If anything, your friends probably know you for getting intense, child-like pleasure in the small things in life.
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|Friday, December 9th, 2005|
|I don't even know where to begin
I have been re-reading who I am here. I am so far behind/off/gone at this point that I can't begin to know what to say. Life has happened, alot of life. I've gone corporate, crazy and back again in the past few months. We will see where I will go from here. I'm still waiting for something though I'm not sure what.
I've retreated into some old habits. I work for food (and limited funds) at the cafe (yes THE cafe) during this festive time of speed shopping. I have not neglected my new "real job" for this hobby but I have found that I miss the chance to dip my hand in numerous colors of chocolate on a regular basis. I miss the conversation. Last night's topic revovled around evolution as opposed to how many copies of a proposal I should send to so and so by such and such. My question is this. Why does everyone think of evolution as history? Something to ponder that must be cut short for now my lunch is over and I must finish my work for the day. Current Mood: confused
|Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005|
|Tuesday, October 25th, 2005|
You fit in with:
Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.
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|Monday, November 1st, 2004|
Okay so the whole recreating self 101.. I have never failed at something so miserably, but I'm not too concerned. I've spent the past month wrestling with my thesis which has now veered off into lands unknown. I'm thinking of a whole new basic premise that has sedated me politically for the time being. uh oh the power to the building is going off in five minutes.. I will have to continue this later. Current Mood: mellow
|Friday, October 8th, 2004|
|Wednesday, October 6th, 2004|
Okay, so I'm running on no sleep from last night and my next attempt at describing my thesis project. I still don't know what it is, but I will persevere. I'm still excited so that is a plus. I'm thinking I've made too much of a habit out of staying up all night. It is too easy to just fall into. I can't wait for a time when I can sleep ten hours a night without question or regret. Life will be good. I'm thinking about this because it seems like it is time for a change. I need to start over. Remaking self 101.. just after fall break :). Current Mood: drained
|Monday, September 27th, 2004|
I've hit a low point. When I hit a low point I write. Even if I have nothing to say this is the way I work. I figured this time around I'd try this medium. I am disgusted with how little things seem to matter to everyone I interact with on a day to day basis. This is my problem really because part of it comes down to the fact that I don't see my friends. I don't see all the people that I know that give a shit about the state of the world and free speech and the environment and acceptance of people and understanding and all the shit that is so vital for me to feel like I'm not utterly alone fighting an impossible society focused on all the wrong things and stuck in one place trying its damnedest to look good. I am so tired. I want so many things but the thing I want most of all is something to get excited about... something worth fighting for.. or not so much something worth fighting for because I know many things like that.. I want to fight and stand a chance. I want to speak my mind and not be told I'm wrong or irrational or dramatic. I want this country to move. I'm tired of being confided to intellectual space with no results. I'm tired of my dreams and the things I work the hardest for turning out to be purely theoretical. I'm tired of living decades in the past and thinking into the future. I want things to change and I'm tired of not knowing how to make it happen. I want something more.
For just me I want people to remember who I am. I want them to need no prompting or proof. I want things to be beyond superficial. I am who I have always been you see what you want to see. I am one person there is not a happy version and a cynical version and a silly version. I am beyond a one word description because I am more than a superficial reality that only represents one thing. I'm complicated. I'm passionate. I'm lost on everyone these days. Current Mood: pretty fucking pissed
|Thursday, February 5th, 2004|
that just about says it..
|Friday, January 16th, 2004|